Zander

Zach...

What the fuck am I doing here? Why do I allow him to have this hold over me? I should go home, but I can't. Im drunk and tired and weak... I feel like I need him but I know I don't. I can't tell him no. I love him, but I know I dont matter to him.


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Zander

when its right its right

I like to read my horoscope for shits and giggles, but todays is just wow, hits the nail right on the head.

There is a greater than usual interest in relationships, social connections and the arts--on a more intellectual level than in the past, most likely. A dreamy manner or appearance, plus the ability to enchant others, finds this a time when mysticism and idealism seem to really be living in you. Harmonious ties to others are what you yearn for; refinement and elegance are what you seek. The ideal partnership, the perfect balance and the highest standards of truth and beauty are some of the things that quicken your pulse. Close relationships offer a lot of potential for growth and good fortune. A marriage or other partnership can raise high hopes and give your spirits a boost. People close to you are optimistic and have good input and attitudes.
Zander

Justin fucking miller

So this boy that ive been secretly in love with for like a million years (Justin Miller) Has told me on facebook in front of everyone (so to speak) that hes got a thing for me!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes that was totally called for.

Ive liked this boy since I was 5 years old and went to church with him and his mom. I am totally running around the house giddy as fuck haha. so heres how its gone so far
    • Kimberly Ann how is it complicated??
      2 hours ago ·
    • Karah Harvey he doesnt put anything into the relationship, hes more worried about the newest video game release, and im tired of playing mommy to a 23 year old. If I wanted to be a mother id get pregnant
      2 hours ago ·
    • Kimberly Ann no shit right. lol kick his ass to the curb and get a man that will worship you and love you for who u are and actually care about you.
      2 hours ago ·
    • Karah Harvey I cant right now. mr irresponsible has accrued debt in my name and his ass is gonna pay it off.
      2 hours ago ·
    • Kimberly Ann get him girl get him!!! just who does he think he is?? need ian and his buddies to kick his ass?? lol
      2 hours ago ·
    • Karah Harvey nah imma big girl, my momma taught me to take care of myself. haha even Ian is scared of my mom
      about an hour ago ·
    • Kimberly Ann lmao. nice. i like ur ma shes cool.
      about an hour ago ·
    • Karah Harvey Yeah shes a crazy ass lady, and Im proud to be her daughter. She shaped me into the crazy bitch I am today lol
      about an hour ago ·
    • Matt Fish sorry hun, kick his ass! Sucker punch him in the throat!
      about an hour ago ·
    • Justin Miller Tell mr. irresponsible that if he doesn't shape up you'll run away with me and sue him for the debt he owes. Then maybe he'll grow up a little :)
      54 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey damn id love to run away with you justin! where do I sign up?
      52 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller No need to sign up Karah, you're at the front of the line
      51 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller You had me at stud :)
      51 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey well just bein honest, ive had the hotts for you since I was little.
      43 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller Really? That's funny. I've had the hotts for you the last couple of months.
      42 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey well better late than never ;)
      42 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller Well it would have been a bit weird if I had before since I think I'm about 3 years older than you right?
      41 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey eh something like that, i think you graduated my freshman year. I dont blame you for not having the hotts for me then i was a little freak lol
      40 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller You weren't a freak. You were always pretty. But back then I was in to older girls. I dated a senior when I was a freshman until her first year of college. Then for the rest of HS I think I only dated one girl younger than me and she was only a grade down.
      37 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey Yeah I was always into older guys. and I was gaga over Blink being your favorite band
      32 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller They are amazing! Tom is my freaking idol, and the greatest guy to meet and hang out with. I am so glad he wasn't a dick when i met him.
      31 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller So when you dump that zero, give me a call :)
      30 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey Yeah, he is amazing. I saw them the summer after 7th grade, and it totally rocked my socks
      29 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey I would but I dont have your number ;) Plus dont you live on the other side of the country? or are you moving back here to AZ?
      28 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller I'm moving back on Thursday.
      27 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller Ian Blong is flying out here on Thursday and we're driving my car back.
      26 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey wow, what part of AZ are you moving to?
      25 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller Buckeye. Just outside of Phoenix
      25 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey ROADTRIP!!! well that is once i get my car fixed lol
      23 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller Definitely! I'm getting another band going again, so you'll have to come out to one of our shows in the next couple of months.
      22 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey I would SSSOOOO love to do that!
      21 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller You can check out some of my music from my old band at myspace.com/theundecidedaz
      20 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey i'll check it out ^_^ so what are you doing on facebook on a friday night? shouldnt you be out doing stuff and things?
      18 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller Na. My last weekend in florida is family time. It's 11 here though so pretty much everyone's in bed now. I'll save the going out and doing things for the road trip and partying with my friends when I get back to AZ. What about you? You're young, you should be out having a good time.
      16 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey My friends are all out doing stuff on 4th ave and Congress, but because I live on a different side of town no one wants to come get me while my car is out of comission... So im stuck at home
      13 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller That sucks! I'd come get you. Maybe I'll swing down to Tucson one weekend to hang out if you're guy doesn't get jealous.
      10 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey that would mean he would have to get off the computer. He knows that things arent working out and Im just biding my time till im done with school. I would love to hang out ^_^
      9 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller Cool. Sounds like a plan then. I'll come to Tucson so you can show me around. And you can come to PHX so I can take you out and go to a show or two.
      8 minutes ago ·
    • Karah Harvey sounds like a plan! You totally made my night ^_^
      7 minutes ago ·
    • Justin Miller And you made mine :)
      6 minutes ago ·
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day 1. your facebook profile photo
day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago
day 3. a photo that makes you happy
day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
day 5. a photo of you
day 6. a photo that makes you laugh
day 7. a photo of someone you love
day 8. a photo of your favorite band
day 9. a photo of your family
day 10. a photo of you as a baby
day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s)

day 12. a photo of you
day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)
day 14. a photo of one of your favorite family members
day 15. a photo of you and someone you love
day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
day 17. a drunk photo of you
day 18. a photo of one of your classes
day 19. a photo of you on a school trip
day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
day 21. a photo of you standing up
day 22. a photo of your town
day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby
day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
day 25. a photo of a night you loved
day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend
day 27. a photo of last summer
day 28. a photo of what you ate today
day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive
day 30. a photo of you when you were happy


rotten little zander in kitten form lol
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day 1. your facebook profile photo
day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago
day 3. a photo that makes you happy
day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
day 5. a photo of you
day 6. a photo that makes you laugh
day 7. a photo of someone you love
day 8. a photo of your favorite band
day 9. a photo of your family
day 10. a photo of you as a baby

day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s)
day 12. a photo of you
day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)
day 14. a photo of one of your favorite family members
day 15. a photo of you and someone you love
day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
day 17. a drunk photo of you
day 18. a photo of one of your classes
day 19. a photo of you on a school trip
day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
day 21. a photo of you standing up
day 22. a photo of your town
day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby
day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
day 25. a photo of a night you loved
day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend
day 27. a photo of last summer
day 28. a photo of what you ate today
day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive
day 30. a photo of you when you were happy




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day 1. your facebook profile photo
day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago
day 3. a photo that makes you happy
day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
day 5. a photo of you
day 6. a photo that makes you laugh
day 7. a photo of someone you love
day 8. a photo of your favorite band
day 9. a photo of your family
day 10. a photo of you as a baby

day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s)
day 12. a photo of you
day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)
day 14. a photo of one of your favorite family members
day 15. a photo of you and someone you love
day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
day 17. a drunk photo of you
day 18. a photo of one of your classes
day 19. a photo of you on a school trip
day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
day 21. a photo of you standing up
day 22. a photo of your town
day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby
day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
day 25. a photo of a night you loved
day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend
day 27. a photo of last summer
day 28. a photo of what you ate today
day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive
day 30. a photo of you when you were happy

This is the oldest picture I have of myself when i was little so it'll do.

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day 1. your facebook profile photo
day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago
day 3. a photo that makes you happy
day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
day 5. a photo of you
day 6. a photo that makes you laugh
day 7. a photo of someone you love
day 8. a photo of your favorite band

day 9. a photo of your family
day 10. a photo of you as a baby
day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s)
day 12. a photo of you
day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)
day 14. a photo of one of your favorite family members
day 15. a photo of you and someone you love
day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
day 17. a drunk photo of you
day 18. a photo of one of your classes
day 19. a photo of you on a school trip
day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
day 21. a photo of you standing up
day 22. a photo of your town
day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby
day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
day 25. a photo of a night you loved
day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend
day 27. a photo of last summer
day 28. a photo of what you ate today
day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive
day 30. a photo of you when you were happy



Mom aunt mare and maxx...2 and a half of my favorite family members
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day 1. your facebook profile photo
day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago
day 3. a photo that makes you happy
day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
day 5. a photo of you
day 6. a photo that makes you laugh
day 7. a photo of someone you love
day 8. a photo of your favorite band

day 9. a photo of your family
day 10. a photo of you as a baby
day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s)
day 12. a photo of you
day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)
day 14. a photo of one of your favorite family members
day 15. a photo of you and someone you love
day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
day 17. a drunk photo of you
day 18. a photo of one of your classes
day 19. a photo of you on a school trip
day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
day 21. a photo of you standing up
day 22. a photo of your town
day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby
day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
day 25. a photo of a night you loved
day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend
day 27. a photo of last summer
day 28. a photo of what you ate today
day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive
day 30. a photo of you when you were happy


I like a lot of bands, but I have to say MCR has got to be my favorite
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day 1. your facebook profile photo
day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago
day 3. a photo that makes you happy
day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
day 5. a photo of you
day 6. a photo that makes you laugh
day 7. a photo of someone you love

day 8. a photo of your favorite band
day 9. a photo of your family
day 10. a photo of you as a baby
day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s)
day 12. a photo of you
day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)
day 14. a photo of one of your favorite family members
day 15. a photo of you and someone you love
day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
day 17. a drunk photo of you
day 18. a photo of one of your classes
day 19. a photo of you on a school trip
day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
day 21. a photo of you standing up
day 22. a photo of your town
day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby
day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
day 25. a photo of a night you loved
day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend
day 27. a photo of last summer
day 28. a photo of what you ate today
day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive
day 30. a photo of you when you were happy



My Uncle John. He seems scary and formidable... but hes the best guy ive ever known
Zander

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day 1. your facebook profile photo
day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago
day 3. a photo that makes you happy
day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
day 5. a photo of you
day 6. a photo that makes you laugh

day 7. a photo of someone you love
day 8. a photo of your favorite band
day 9. a photo of your family
day 10. a photo of you as a baby
day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s)
day 12. a photo of you
day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)
day 14. a photo of one of your favorite family members
day 15. a photo of you and someone you love
day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
day 17. a drunk photo of you
day 18. a photo of one of your classes
day 19. a photo of you on a school trip
day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
day 21. a photo of you standing up
day 22. a photo of your town
day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby
day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
day 25. a photo of a night you loved
day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend
day 27. a photo of last summer
day 28. a photo of what you ate today
day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive
day 30. a photo of you when you were happy